Prom :]

Prom was fantastic. My boyfriend looked amazing. I looked and felt like a princess. The only bad things were my friend's problems with her fiance (who both are my exes), the girl who sat next to us was acting pretty skanky, and I had a head cold. Anyway, Im going to try to post a few pictures on here and see how it goes. :]

Sigh!

So, I've been pretty depressed lately. My prom dress is nothing of what I wanted, school is beating my ass, and I've cried more lately than I usually do. Part of me just wants to run away, the other part seems to keep bouncing from thought to thought.
18 more school days until I graduate. Finals. College. Driving. Money. Its all just making my head hurt and my emotions run rampant.
Weight loss hasn't even come close to what it should. I refuse to weigh myself until after prom. Stress is just immense right now. I feel so bad for my favorite male teacher. He lost 19 years of information off of his laptop (not sure if what was backed up was deleted as well but hes pretty down) and he has a whole ton of stuff being dumped into his lap being the head coordinator for the senior class scheduling.
Yesterday I bashed my knee off the gym floor because my other foot slid out in front of me. :/ Talk about 1. embarrassing, and 2. painful. Then during the weekend, my sister decided 1 am was a great time to come home and stay the night for one of the few times in six years. Drunk, crying, and hungry; she decided to come into my room and crash in my bed. Only problem was that she got just about completely naked (panties were my only savior) and flopped around on my bed then bit me because I refused to get her food.
I know Im going to miss high school and all of that, but I honestly can't wait to get the heck out of here. So many of the girls are just too full of themselves. They think they are soooooooo irresistible when in reality, their personalities KILL any form of attraction they have. Blah.
So Im pretty much just going to leave it at that. Probably won't update this for a bit anyway...but yea...Enjoy whatever it is you're doing.
Yours Truly,
Soph

Busy Times

Lately I've been incredibly busy. I have a job interview today (YAY!!!!) and community service I need to complete soon. I also have a billion senior things I need to get done this quarter and then graduation and so on and so forth. Its a crazy time of year.
Basically I just wanted to update this and let everyone know Im not dead and that I probably won't be here for a few weeks at the most/least? Idk....Everyone enjoy and keep up the hard work. If your just reading this because your reading this, then enjoy whatever it is you do, for all of my weight loss people, Stay on the wagon!
Yours Truly,
Soph

Updating The Beginning

Alright, So far, the measurements and my weight have been taken. So heres the start of this journey. The video blog will be up later on as well as the rest of the items I plan to include in my blog.
First Weigh In: 307
That's not bad for where I thought I would be, but it's not where I wanted to be at all before Blogger.
So that is a little disappointing, though whatever I choose for my prom dress will most likely look amazing on me. :]
If I get a blue dress then my boyfriend is going to wear a firefighter uniform. Although, I'd much rather he wear a tuxedo since we already discussed that if we got married he could wear jeans and a polo shirt if he wore a tux to prom. But Im not sure that it will go as planned. Who knows. :P Blah! Babysitting for now since my boyfriend just had to run off to a fire call.
Enjoy the rest of the day/night!
Yours Truly,
Soph

Video Blogging

Alrighty, so, I finally created the intro and outro for my video blogs. Im not sure if using sound effects from iMovie or using the pre-made outline things in iMovie are violating any terms on youtube. I certainly hope not. If it is that will mean I have to start all over again and it took me forever just to get what I have so far.
Today, Im going to my boyfriend's house which means that I will probably start everything that I typically would have done (or said I would have done) on sundays. Oh well! Im too excited to wait!
This isn't going to be overly long as I have next to nothing else to talk about, but whatever.
Enjoy your day or night and check in again soon for all of the updates!
Yours Truly,
Sophie

VOKI Avatar Anyone?

I was experimenting...The text for this is as follows for those of you who can't play the voki: "What is the best way to make a blog fun? Add a VOKI avatar, of course! In class today, we played around with these things and I have been so excited about the idea of having one on my blog. I mean, it doesn't have to become a typical thing unless the feed back is positive, but I want to try it none-the-less. I know today isn't one of my scheduled days but I just had to play with this. Hopefully everyone enjoys it and wants more! And no, this will not be considered my "vlog" although, I did think about if I could get by with it. Until next time, enjoy this and your day or night! -Sophie"

Game Plan

Alrighty...
So here is my game plan.
This week, I will be fighting demons, riding dragons, and falling into deep slumbers while attempting to secure my ass actually graduating.
I suppose this post will include a bit of ranting here soon, but first!
So I believe that Sundays are going to become my new update days. That gives me six days afterwards to catch up with any new posts or feedback that has yet to be taken care of.
That means all content and tabs will be updated on SUNDAYS. The only tabs that may or may not be updated are the about me and the general posting area. This is due to the fact that the about me is just that. Obviously if someone wants to know more, they can just read my blog posts but the about me is a general over view of who I am. As for the general posting area, this is dedicated to whatever I want, and whenever I want to post. So, updating on Sundays may end up being a likely thing but if I ever have anything I want to add or share before sundays, then I am probably going to just share. :]
Now for my ranting portion...
My parents are driving me nuts! I don't have a job or a license orrrrr my own place. Its terrible! I mean, I love not having to pay any bills...thats for sure! But I hate not having privacy or my own space. It also doesn't help that my family (or at least my mom's fiance's side) isn't the most pleasant to be around. I honestly hate being home when anyone is here unless it's just my mom. I love my step-dad but I don't love his actions or anything that comes out of his mouth. He literally has teased and taunted me the whole time hes been with my mom. I think there are like ten "alright" moments where he wasn't being a complete jerk. My sister thinks the world of him and thinks he can do no wrong...I try and avoid her at all costs now. To a point that I don't even know if I want her at my graduation. I mean, I love her but I don't anymore, if that makes sense. To explain it more in depth, I would be devastated if anything bad happened to her, but I don't really love her anymore. Its a terrible situation to say the least.
Its honestly starting to become that way with my entire family. I just hope it doesn't become a lasting thing and is really just a phase.
Anyway! Its almost way too late at night and Im pretty darn tired. I apologize for any language that may have offended anyone or isn't appropriate for younger viewers. I typically try NOT to use profanity but sometimes it is needed. Everyone enjoy the night or day in which you are viewing this! Everything will start taking place on Easter Sunday :D
Yours Truly,
Soph