Who is Sophie?

Hey There.
So, anyone who knows me from 3FatChicks knows that Im here to lose weight and get support. I understand that being on Blogger, I risk getting negative responses and support. Who cares? At least now we can comment and update without page errors.
The name's Sophie, or at least for this thing it is. I spend most of my time with my family and my boyfriend's family. I also talk about my boyfriend a lot. He's gotten me out of so many predicaments that don't need to be discussed. Only problem is, right now, with our stress levels elevated, we both started smoking. Well, for me, this isn't the first time. I'm a super bad influence on people. Ya know, the type of girl your parents warn you about from the time you understand them?
Anyway, I grew up in Maine, lived in Kentucky for a year, and found myself back in Maine. I liked living in the south, still have family down there, but I love Maine winters. I also love knowing everyone and everything that causes the close-knit community I live in to be exactly that, close-knit. I had a pretty rough childhood. I mean, don't get me wrong. I am the typical spoiled brat from the sticks, but there are a few things that define me from all the other girls around here.
When I was younger, I had really bad asthma. As an adult now, I still have incredibly bad lungs. Yeah, I know you're probably sitting there thinking "Incredibly bad lungs and smoking. ARE YOU STUPID!?" But there is more to this story than it seems. Around the age of 12, I was molested. At 15, I was raped. Then when I moved and moved back, I was engaged to a control freak who was abusive in every way possible. It wasn't until my current boyfriend that I realized that (even after being told for yearsss) I deserved better and to not settle for anything less.
Eh, time flew on and I became the typical high school senior. A bit over weight from years of steroid inhalers for asthma and depression slumps from everything that ever happened. I'm attempting to change my life nearly completely. I stopped hanging out with the types of people I used to. My junior year, I did most of my experimenting with drugs and partying and then I finally started to realize that Im better than that.
Anyway, I guess this is enough for now. I plan on updating and continuing with this stuff more frequently when I have the chance. Stay connected and I will eventually get this going religiously. Until then, enjoy the day or night in which you are reading this!
Yours Truly,
Soph